Ineffable.

Random musings of Chie Cerrafon

My Brain's Response to a Clusterfuck of Emotions

posted on Monday, 30 September 2013 @ 01:15

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Inspired by the "The Letter I Wanted from You" from Thought Catalog

Hey little girl,
(side: he calls me little girl because I'm LITERALLY little, 5'0 plus a small frame, and our age gap is kind of huge [9 years])

Please don't worry about anything at all. We'll see each other again, have fun, and... we'll just probably wing the rest, but I promise that it will be better than what we had there. I'll show you around just like what you did when I was your place's tourist. We'll stay in touch and when you go here, which I hope is pretty soon, we'll meet up and we'll take it from there.

Remember our deal? Every month you should at least meet someone totally new and continue to be in touch with him/her. Don't be afraid to talk to strangers, most of them mean well... just like what happened between us. Go to clubs, dance... cause I've seen you dance and you've got it going little girl.

I'm glad to have shared a lot of things with you and I feel flattered that you have shared a lot of firsts with me. Every moment was amazing and your smile made everything more alive. I'll treasure them all.

I know you don't like my process on being in a relationship... but if we click, you'll see that it's all worth it. You have a whole lot ahead of you, don't try and settle down too fast. If we're meant to be together, then against all odds, we will find our way back to each other.

But for now... we need to go back to our own realities. I am not saying good bye, this doesn't feel like it, I'm saying see you later little girl, and by then, you'll be a petite lady.

Boy

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