I know you read my blog...
I know it feels like I don't give up. That I'll always be the first one to patch things up to not lose you.When I asked for space, I took it back. When I asked for us to cool off, I took it back too. I know my threats are becoming worthless every time I make them. I know you know that I don't have the heart to lose you... But if there's one thing I know you have no idea about... Is the fact that I get tired. And one day I'll be so tired, I have no other choice but to just stop trying to catch up with you. And no matter how I try to walk... to crawl... I can't. Even if I don't want to stop Even if I don't want to let you continue walking without me. I can't do anything about. I can't. UPDATE: I'm not stopping. We're still going strong(?) I'm giving way to what he feels is right. And I'm suppressing my opinion. And For the love of God, I hope opinions are not permanent. Labels: personal |