Random musings of Chie Cerrafon
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Personal Musings of a Distraught Little Girl
I've had migraines, a week-long stomach flu (with cramps and diarrhea), intense motion sickness, hangover, UTI, yeast infection, severe allergic reactions and even asthma attacks. But not one of them made me pray out"Lord, please stop making it hurt. Stop making me feel like this" ...but heartbreak. And when you think about it, nothing is in pain. Nothing's bleeding. Nothing's sore. Nothing's out of place. But why does it make me curl up in a corner? Cry like a baby? Retch? Make me feel weak? Why does it make me feel like I'm dying? Read more » Labels: essays My personality according to Myer and Carl
I have an INFJ personality type.
Introvert 78%
iNtuitive 25%
Feeling 12%
Judging 33%
And apparently, my type is the most infrequent one to come along. And it sucks because it'll be a pain in the ass to find someone I'm personality-compatible with but at the same time, it's so rad since we're pretty much hard to find, like a diamond... or a dodo bird.
Even though their presence can be described as very quiet, INFJ personalities usually have many strong opinions, especially when it comes to issues they consider really important in life. i.e my stand on gay marriages and pre-marital sex. I'm not going to explain my logic in believing that these two should be not be in any means condemned since it will take at least 2 blogposts... but despite my timidity, I will always voice out my opinion on this issue if needed. Usually self-expression comes more easily to INFJs on paper, as they tend to have strong writing skills. Mehehe, case in point. It all seems so clear in your head, but never comes out your mouth in the same way. You wish you had a pause button so you had time to think through your response before you say it. I usually stutter and mumble when I'm in a conversation with someone I'm not entirely comfortable with which sometimes makes me give out responses that are incoherent. You prefer to write it all down than say it. I once thanked my parents thru email... when they were right in the next room.  You know you're INFJ when you forgive people that betray you..... twice Famous INFJs: Nelson Mandela Mother Theresa Martin Luther King Sources: http://typelogic.com/infj.html http://www.16personalities.com/infj-personality http://personalitycafe.com/infj-forum-protectors/6359-you-know-youre-infj-when.html Birthday Celebration at Pamana, Tagaytay City
January 11, 2014 marks the day of the end of my teenage years. I am finally 20!! Nothing feels different, I'll give it a few more years to settle in.
Birthday is Family Day! We planned to go to Tagaytay super early (around 6) and have brekky there then head back to Laguna since dad had an emergency at work and mom has a meeting with the village officers. But plans changed and we ended up just having brunch there.
Night before my birthday, I looked for good restaurants in Tagaytay and I decided on trying out Pamana Restaurant.
My mom loved the tinuktok. I have no idea what it is, I didn't bother. Ensaladang bagnet was very good but I wish they included mango. My favorite was the aligue rice!! Gah, I could eat that bowl all for myself.
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
I'll post a sentimental entry soon. I'm still finding the right mood.
descriptive essay
You know that feeling that comes after when you read, learn, see, hear, or grasp something devastating? heartbreaking? You feel the chills starting from the pit of your stomach spreading all throughout your body. And you're immobilized on the spot. Your eyes are looking for something... a hint that it's not true. Your brain processing every single thing. Your heart... Well, it just sits there... waiting for the war to begin. Then it starts to crash down. Your throat twists and it feels like it's squeezing the tears out of your eyes. Breathing becomes a chore and inhaling through your nose has become insufficient. You gasp for air and slowly, you realize that it had turned into sobs. And you cry. You cry for what seemed like hours. It feels like your soul has been ripped out from you. You feel hollow. And when the tears have ran out. When your feet can finally hold your weight. When your throat unclenches. When your breathing involuntary again. You start to become angry. You may have lost this war... But the battle has just began. I be breathin'
I'll post something significant (ish) soon. Either that or I'll work on the layout again.
The Sunday Currently #1
It's the first Sunday Currently for the year 2014!! I hope I can actually commit to creating a SC post every week. Maybe I should make a deal like, I'd have to pay 50 bucks every time I forget posting one.
 Bum no more
I've been a bum for more than a month now. I finished my internship on December and my graduation rites are still on February. What a long wait.Things I have done to surpass time
Yesterday, I've decided that the unproductiveness must end so I tried my hand on learning new stuff. Honestly, I kind of missed studying with all those sleepless nights and academic related stress. So I enrolled for a free class on Coursera.org and took up "Social and Economic Networks", which seems very interesting. It's a 7-week course and if I ever get at least 70% on problem sets and finals(?), I get to have a certificate. Yay.
 Welcome 2014 with a bang.
Ever since we moved houses 3 years ago, we haven't bought a single piece of firework to light on every New Year's Eve. Our house has an overlooking view of the village and province that we don't have to spend a cent to see decent displays. All photos in the collage below are taken by my phone (Samsung S4 Zoom) which has an automatic setting made for taking pictures of fireworks (long exposure). These are some of my fave shots. I would've gotten much more decent ones if I used a tripod or if it wasn't windy since it made the flares fly away upon exploding.
And just like every cliched person on NY's, I made a resolutions list. Nothing too drastic because I hate pressure.
With reference to my first resolution, I already planned out my exercise days for the week. I'm focusing on legs, tummy, & arms. Wish me luck!!
 My Year.
learned a lot in 2013 (the good, the bad, and the ugly)... excited to learn more on 2014.
JanuarySpent the New Year's somewhere between the seas of Malaysia and Singapore. Got aboard on Papa's ship to spend Christmas and NY with him. During port stays, we were able to roam around Labuan and Kota Kinabalu, Malaysia.  Some sons of bitches are so inconsiderate that they have the decency to break up with you on Valentine's Day. Learned how to ugly cry in public places i.e school stairwell, hardware store, bus. Ew. March Moved on. Felt the unconditional love of my daddy God. April Drowned in books? Most likely. May I was able to prove that if you just let stuff go and let God do His thing, things will fall perfectly into place. Bangkok trip with the parentals!!  June-August School. Meh. Last academic term of my college life. September September was definitely one for the books. I'm not gonna elaborate why, but I have a few moments here that I wish to relive AND forget (confused as fuck) October - November I learned the art of having a job. Internship months and I had fun. Made me excited to actually have a paying job. December Another one for the books. Aside from this being my favorite month ever, December 2013 also made me experience and feel what others have been looking for the whole year. Labels: family |
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